Smiling about nothing really but still I’m smiling. I can’t explain how I managed to do that amidst all these shit going on. That smile is pretty weird. Is it a smile for happiness? No it’s not. I did not get what I want at the moment. Or maybe what I thought I wanted but still I managed to smile. That was a very unexplainable kind of smile. Like that smile was for letting me finally breathe. Finally breathe and just say that maybe it’s not really meant to happen now.